

boom boom soulmy rituals invoke an honesty it engulfs the righteous and the wretched with jealously bitter-sweet ocean whispers cold secrets on the tips of your toes you go there for peace and it brings in insanity with the dark tide and in you i see clear-eyed fast-pace mechanisms pull me through the day retreat to hope and my memory like at the end of the day when i come home just to call you to hear your voice in between the smiles through the lust and toxicity there was real love a pure understanding of a connection that never fades i saw it in your face and felt it in your footsteps &nbboom boom soul


wednesdayfeel so empty in this dreary,dismal rain every step i take seems to weigh me with excess pain my body like a wave crashing down on my head hear the echoes of those cold words you spoke to me and to others you drift so far away i should have known you could never change why did i tell you the secrets of my soul you claim you did the same now you disdain my face and my voice still all i see is you and your precious eyes in my dreams you haunt me so deep and callously wont you just leave you are nowhere near yet i cant forget your name said you dont trust me thatwednesday


solitaireonce again i am crying playing solitaire exacerbated with longing and misfortune the bad-luck timing of fate and disaster the truth-laden chaos theory so entreating to me blatant and plain to see to everyone who contracts this plague but me precocious intellect brands me blind by you pleading for a glimpse of you all this torment you elect toward me only with one eye to see minds eye,my third eye cant get past you cant mitigate you neglect my words and let me go disdain the passion you once knew brief and blank and torrid escapes the pure and endless yousolitaire


snowfallmy energy is exhausting loathing my emotion is a constant grey lived skies sprinkled with crystal blankets all i want is the majestic sun to place its analeptic rays upon my crown bless me with elation entreating impassivity to anoint me somber days and sullen days disguise the emptiness within desolate and absolved of a benign thought wake my vacancy with a splendid embrace alleviate my sorrows replenish with your presence all that was lost in the rain thunder and lightening and dark dingy clouds are upon us the calm before the storm has passed what lies next  snowfall
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